Last Monday, i received a bad news from my friend, Rui Yong, he told me that one of my friend, Zhi Yao passed away because of some kind of heart disease/cancer.
Two years ago, Zhi Yao and me were still one of my partner in my school's scout troop. However, we became enemy because he left the undone job of scout's campfire to the troop and quit from the troop. I was really hating him during those time.
It has been two years already, i still can't forgive his irresponsibility. But...... when i heard his passed away news, i was thinking is that i still unable to forgive him or not and i realized that i was not that really hate him. We have been to fight for goals, been to happiness, been to sadness.
Now, i want to say,
Friend, i forgive you. You always in my mind and hope you rest in peace.
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Two days ago, which was the Monday has just passed, i received another bitter news from my parent......
that was my beloved grandma (i used to call "ah ma") passed away peacefully.
When i heard this, at the moment, i felt my soul and body are not in my order.
After that, i rushed to school to apply leave and buy air ticket to back to JB as soon as possible.
Yesterday's evening, i reached JB and saw the last the face of my grandma.
When i saw grandma, i don't have any tears in my eyes but didn't mean i wasn't sad.
At the moment, the memories of my grandma since i was born has showed like a movie in my mind.
Since i was a baby or kid, i had been raised up by the caring of grandma. Although the period of me was took care by grandma was short, it was happy.
Grandma used to cook fried noodle to me when she still in healthy body and it was delicious.
Ah Mah,
I will be missing your awesome fried noodle and your smile. You always in my deep heart core. Hope you rest in peace. I love you, Ah Mah.......
